So as I receive news of my rejection from Oxford, I find myself with a package from NUS, prompting me to acknowledge my place I’ve reserved in Law. What timing eh? Almost feels like it’s a sign, telling me not to fret anymore and to just stay put. Anyway, that leaves me roughly two weeks to make up my mind. And there’s the bit about the special term too.
I think I’ve been feeling more carefree these days; although it sure doesn’t seem like it from what I have been writing lately. How one week can make a such a difference. But yeah. As I look at what I’ve been writing over the weeks, I can’t help but cringe. Sometimes I wished I went with the diary route for my blog, recounting my day to day life. But alas, that was never my intention. It started out the conventional way, but over the years, it evolved to what you see now. I always relished at the fact that my blog was almost uniquely just for my thoughts, though that may make me seem more narcissistic and self indulgent than I already am. But who gives a damn?
I think I have been worrying far too much and unnecessarily over the past few weeks. And frankly, I can’t be bothered anymore. I always say, ignore it until you have to deal with it. A bit of a procrastinator’s mindset, but what the hell. Works like a charm.
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO! Not sure if my brother would see this, but I can think of a handful of his friends who might. Go figure. So hello there! I know you guys exist.
Speaking of growing up, when I was out with some friends the past week, one of them stumbled upon his juniors from school. And the difference 3 year makes (coupled with NS) was stark. Not that I’m insinuating I look old; I can still easily pass off as a school kid, and without much effort on my part, can’t say the same for some of my friends present then though. But yeah, it’s scary when you stare at youth right in the eyes.
On that note and tidbit for thought, till the next time. It’s time for me to sort things out in my life that really matter; and to do away with those that can only prove to hinder.
Ciaosu.
You just stared at youth!
